Quit Playing With Me!!!

Gotta say my laptop's pretty messed up... Now I got more problem... I think someone hacked into my Yahoo and deleted my contacts... Ugh... I hate it when that happens... My contacts were nearly 50 and how am I supposed to retrieve it back? I can't remember all 50 contacts, can I? It's not like I'm a robot.... Ugh... Feels like cursing the people who did this... Argh!!! Feels like crying here... Argh... How could you do this to me? When I thought my luck changed better than yesterday, and now this? Aish... How am I supposed to live like this? And she/he STOLE my contacts... I still have a few, but most are gone... Even the one I have now is unreadable... Why must this happen to me?? Ah... Just when I think I'll be alright... Stupid spyware... stupid virus... stupid hacker... stupid me... okay, I blame it on myself... I am wreckless for letting my cousin borrow my computer while I was overseas and it got virused... Couldn't blame it on her, can I? But please, anyone doing this, please stop... You are hurting innocent people... It's not like I have disturbed and made you mad, right? I really want my contacts back... At least the one that is important to me... Give me back Min-chan's contact! and Euni's and my friends'... all of them... sorry, all of them are important to me... Aish... Just give it back.....