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No, you did not see a typo. I did it on purpose. There are lots of questions in my mind right now. And I don't like the feeling of it. For starters, I am wondering where my bubbly self went to. The one that makes my laugh even if I fall. I sure didn't feel like myself lately. I don't know why but things are getting cold around me. I didn't even laugh when my friends crack jokes. What was that? That wasn't me! Am I under alien influence? Haha. I wish so. That would explain about my weird act. This is the second time I am being like this. The last time, it was around 2 years ago? I don't even remember it. And yes, I am feeling sick. Well, just my brains actually. Hope I get my self back soon. Before I really lose it.
I WILL SURVIVE !!!