3 MORE DAYS!!!

3 more days of school final exam... Stressing over not studying anything. Mum keeps bugging me to study every minute... But still, I can't.. Augh! Help me out!

Kind of miss someone right now. She's really busy, but I still hope for the best of her and maybe a little of her time to come online and chat... Not chatting with her made me relieved yet stressed somehow... Totally confused by my feelings...

MUM's Birthday coming soon!!! Wonder what I'm gonna buy for her...
I'll come out with something...

Day 3 of Finals

Ok, day 3 of finals. Lots of people learning while I blog. Quite insane. Ugh... I hope I can do the papers smoothly. Kind of nervous, but i can't get myself to study... Butterflies in my stomach...

11days To Finals

Finals is really coming. So soon? AH! I'm not even ready! I still haven't even touched any book! AH! Stressed out! But I'm still quite calm, compared to my classmates... Good thing right?
Uhm... Still thinking of someone... He's been busy these few months. Maybe that's a good thing. I can focus more on my finals and he can focus on his job. I really wish that I could chat with him right now... Just to release the stress out of me and my hectic school days. Thank God that it's going to end soon. But I'm sure that I'll miss it once I get into Uni...
To Mr.You-Know-Who-You-Are: I've tried my best and not hesitate in what I do. I will not regret what I've done and even if I failed, I know that I've given my best. Thank you for giving me the support even when you are busy. Let's keep supporting each other. Let's chat when you are not busy. Hopefully we can really chat soon, or at least after my finals and school tests... I don't know if you still remember me, but thank you for remembering to support me the other day. Those advice makes me stronger than what I used to be...

"Even when you are not by my side, I will keep dancing till the Sun goes down."

*I'm still missing you, even when I know I shouldn't*

Thank God!

God, thank you for hearing our prayers. After a whole month of being in the ICU, Yeye has finally woke up. Even with the problems with his brain and all, I know You will make it right for him and care for him. A whole month You have put his family in worries, and now I'm sure they felt the rejoice more than anyone could ever felt. Thank You. Yeye's health... It's still a long way to go, but I believe You can make everything possible. AMEN!

Dreams...

Dreams... I've been imagining life in the future with my friend, just say GS. He and I had been fantasizing about our future, where we will live, our children's name, how we would be in the future and so on. It kinds of hurting to do this thing, since I know I'm not really good in anything. I just want to be a good wife for my future husband and a good mother to my kids, and still be a good kid for my parents. But imagining things like this keeps him happy, so we went on. Up til now, it's already been like 2 weeks or so, imagining things like that. I wonder if my imagination or dreams would come true. listening his words of encouragement makes me feel better. I'm lucky to have such a friend. Dream... Will it really come true?

A side entry:
A friend of mine, Yeye had been hospitalized due to a road accident and he had blood clotting in his brain. He had gone for an operation, but till now, he is still not awake. I couldn't help but to tear up when looking at him, lying so weakly on his bed, not being able to do anything. Yeye, get well soon. Wake up soon. I know we're not a close friend, but I wish you would wake up soon and be a part of us again.
God, please take care of this child.
Yeye, when you wake up, I promise I will give you the best smile ever. So you have to wake up. Your family and your friends miss you alot. You are missing all the action. WAKE UP! Even with your shy and quiet self, we want to feel your presence amongst us. So you gotta wake up.

Hello World!

Back from a week's network ban from my mom. At last it's weekend! Really missed going online. Missed someone's birthday, but I couldn't greet her online, even when I think she'll come online on her birthday. Min-Chan, I know it's kind of late to say this, but Happy Birthday. I wish you all the luck and success and happiness and health. So, Happy Birthday.

New Mp4... Yay!

Crashed my last Mp3 in my bag. I threw my bag when I got angry at a friend and my Mp3 flew out and crash landed under another friend's shoes and he accidentally stepped it. So, it's GONE!
Went to the mall with my family, not that bad, but my bro keeps teasing me and it's really irritating. I hate it when he teased me about my past PSP (wonder why I call it 'past'? because it is broken and can't be fixed anymore. the same scene that happened to my Mp3) He kept saying "Where did your PSP go leh?" and lots of "wow! cool games for PSP. Go buy..." ahahaha.... NVM! I DON'T CARE!!
Got myself a new pair of spectacles with my own angpao money. Bought Mp4 with angpao money also, so my fund is getting thinner since my dad don't allow me to buy lots of things and I ended up buying them myself.
Lots of birthdays coming soon. Got my nephew's birthday this month, Min-Chan's birthday(but I don't think I'll be giving her anything. she didn't even reply my letter yet.) then my mom n bro's birthday, planning to get mom something at the mall or at least treat her in a restaurant. Nothing for bro. hate him. Muahahahaha... then My sister in law's birthday, I think it's the same month or a month after mine. Wew! How much must I spend? all of my family member's birthdays are in the beginning of the year...